I am still finding it particularly hard to maintain my abundence mindset because whenever I formulate a lovely sounding affirmation or nice visualisation of what it would be like to be wealthy, I find myself fixating on a particular couple of relatives who are likely to leave me money if they pass on and I REALLY DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN and this causes me a bit of anxiety, sabotaging my efforts.
I have to ensure then, that my visualisations inlcude them looking healthy and happy but then I start thinking of more and more people and before I know it, my visualisation feels forced and must be losing power
I suppose it all comes down to some self destructive belief of mine, that this is the only way that wealth can be manifested FOR ME and as such, my brain and mind are looking to overcompensate |