 Is this a test?
OK I am totally confused! I think there is some higher power playing tricks on me. Testing me. Like it sees a thinking entity and is making an experiment through how many loops it has to put me through before I get it!?
It is like I am on a mary-go-around and nothing is what it seems to me at the moment I observe it. It is all an illusion and if I have time and patience it will show me that I got it all wrong, ... in just a little while.
So, it really comes down to this: We can only observe, not come to any conclusion because in no time it will turn out to be the opposite to what it seemed to be. Even feelings are so deceiving that it hurts (ha ha what an oxymoron-al sentence).
Our minds are conniving little bitches ready to throw a tantrum, make us miserable and desperate because they tell us a story about an event through some filter of old experiences and doubts and insecurities from the past with different circumstances, different people, different us.
And if we react, we can create such havoc and misunderstanding and make life a bad place to live in! So all it comes down to is really live in the moment without judgment, savor it, know what you want in the future and that is ti. I am not kidding.
1. Live in the here and now.
2. Savor, be grateful, STOP and really smell the roses.
3. Do not judge. All is perfect. All is just the way it is supposed to be.
4. Know what you want in the next moment but live in this one.
5. This moment has no meaning but the sear facts - no interpretation.
6. The only thing you can do with this moment is love it and enjoy it. (if you don't your only option is to feel bad and that sucks)
7. you fill this one....
Love m
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