[Tigerlilly]

Only do something if the thought of it feels good on all levels. Obviously going by your posts, this particular thought doesn't, so don't do it.

It took me ages to just wrap my mind around the thought of accepting to be provided for in any way by a guy I truly love. I could only accept the thought when I came to realise that not accepting it would mean imposing a limiting belief on the Universe and be an action born out of fear, not one born out of love and trust in the guy, myself and the Universe itself.

I'd never in my life "play" a guy for money, you could as well be suggesting to me that I'd work as a hitman for a living. It wouldn't matter one bit who the guy in question might be, it is about who I am and who I desire to be.

I believe if you were the sort of person who could easily play a guy for money and live happily ever after, you wouldn't be posting about the situation on here nor thinking about it even. So ask yourself, who do you want to be regardless of who he is? If you take the money, are you happy with what you are expressing? If the answer is no, then don't, or you will be heading down a road that won't bring you any closer to happiness.