Of course I like to provide for myself, I've been doing it for years, though for the last couple of months I've fallen quite low an seemed to suddenly really suck at it. I also accept what is given to me as a gift, and when it is possible use it to pursue my dreams and development (which in my case is becoming a tailor)
This is why I wonder: I need help now, he offers it now, do I take it? I don't know what might happen, and certainly don't think we'll be together forever.
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