RU,
If you're still out there, I sincerely hope you are, keep going buddy!
I know it hurts like hell and nothing anyone says will make it better. Grieve as much as you need to, get sad, get angry, burn emotion like it's going out of fashion... indulge yourself for a while. Don't bottle it up!
Then when you've expressed like never before and you're feeling a bit empty do something you like or something you don't like, anything, but get active.
I recommend exercise of some sort and listening to your favourite uplifting music.
I recommend severing as much contact as possible, hard when you work together I know. Focus on yourself for a while, start a hobby or do something you've never done before.
Point is KEEP MOVING... It hurts but it won't forever. Good luck pal, I hope you find your way through. I've gotten over a broken heart, many people have, you will too. You're not alone!
