[lovesphere]

Hello!

Two years ago I attended a free workshop at a bookstore. We were asked to meditate on various stranger's names. I saw images in my third eye. I had never realized that I could do that. For one name I saw a bike crashing, the person happened to have gotten into a crash on a bike that injured them badly and affected the rest of their life. I saw drippy gold threads for another name, this was the instructor's friend, she was an artist and all of her paintings had gold thread type lines of paint.

After that I tried to test myself and see things. My sister had a question about a guy, and I saw a cloud of cigarette smoke and the silhouette of a man, with a female silhouette in the background...so I interpreted this as there was another woman in his life, he smoked and she probably smoked too....my sister verified this as true.

After that, when I was driving home on Highway 9 in Felton, California, an extremely curvy hairpin road, 9 miles long I would try to see what car would be coming around the bend, when I focused I could guess consecutively what color and body style the car was, ex, a yellow truck, or white sedan...

More recently a couple times I guessed what color shirt my professor would walk into class wearing. I saw an image of a yellow shirt on a round belly, and it was right! hahah.

Since I never really trusted myself to "see" things I couldn't immediately verify, I kind of lost interest! I want to know things like where will I be moving, will I be meeting my soul mate or having a baby, haha. But none of these questions I can verify, and I am afraid my imagination would create some false idea.

BUUUTTTT, just two weeks ago, after getting my heart broken, I asked the Universe that if I can't meet my permanent mate right now, I am open to receiving love, so I won't be lonely anymore. All of a sudden in my third eye, I see an image of three men, in a line, facing me. The men are more like silhouettes, but I can tell that the first in line facing me is fair complected, the second, who stood behind and to the right was darker complected, and the third was fair complected, but he stood pretty far back....I interpreted this as meaning that I will have 3 more relationships...the third person will potentially be my husband....and I will have to wait at least 6-12 months from now to meet him....THAT is NOT ALL though!! as soon as I left the room I was in ( I was at work), I went out to the floor, and TWO cute guys randomly gave me their phone numbers...that NEVER happens!!!!! I was not even trying or expecting anything, very Coincidental. I ended up dating one of the guys for a couple of weeks before it fizzled, he helped mend my previous broken heart and gave me a taste of true compatibility that I had been missing with the previous relationship, it helped me understand how badly I was settling for something not right for me. But I believe him to be the first in the line. I am going to Portugal for a month next Wednesday, so I imagine the second guy who stood so closely to the first will be someone I meet in Portugal.

So anyway, this is getting a little too little girly gossipy, haha, but I just want to know how I can have more of these occurrences. And also, just express how interesting it is that even though i see vague images, they are imbued with a meaning that I feel fairly confident in identifying.

ANY ADVICE OR TIPS so that I can cultivate a stronger skill, so that maybe I can help myself more, and help others too. I am 25 years old, and I have a feeling the closer i get to 30, my skills will develop. But I want answers now! Rilke says "live the questions now" but I am antsy to get some security from Knowing.

P.s. I am also able to manifest money and opportunities. I can also "smell" where a parking spot is in my totally packed school parking lot. I am easily led to the only open spot on an entire block of parking! When I was a 12 I dabbled with spells and got the results I asked for but not exactly in the way I wanted that only made me realize "Be CAREFUL what you wish for!!!!!!!" so I don't use spells anymore and I think because of this I have a difficult time asking the universe for things because I don't want something bad to happen. Things that are not supposed to happen, will happen but with bad strings attached.