Meditate further. Be patient. When you reach a point where the lesser state of communication cease to exist, it will begin to make sense.
Books can only inspire, true knowledge comes from practice.
Namaste
__________________ If the universe
Is indeed my garden,
When I look at it,
I stand at the exit of
The house called the Floating World.
- Eiji Yoshikawa (Musashi) 842 The Sound Of Heaven
I expect to pass through life but once. If therefore, there be any kindness I can show, or any good thing I can do to any fellow being, let me do it now, and not defer or neglect it, as I shall not pass this way again.
- William Penn |