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Originally Posted by Rose of Cairo  Where did it end fairly? Those kids never knew I had thrown it away. They thought the charity had gotten it. So for them, the show was a success and they did a good action. And those who needed the money (and who never did anything to me) didn't get the benefits from it. As for me, I didn't get the last laugh. I still was feeling weak and needy and wanting to be loved, and the other kids still mobbed me just like before.
No, I really don't see where this is a good revenge. 
It feels more like something I did against myself than like something I did against them. |
It wasn't the right thing to do by all means, but...I don't know. It just feels satisfying. And I know that's coming from my own perspective as a kid who got pushed around until he decided he wasn't going to take that crap anymore. Perhaps it's because I'm an aspiring fiction writer, and one of the themes I want to pursue in my work is justice and vengeance.
I'm just saying it'd make a great story. But what's important is that you've released that shame and you're more the ready to amend it, and hey, that's great.