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but also, it sounds like your struggle is actually that the process to accomplishing things is difficult and you want it to be easy. It won't ever be easy. BUT you can make the end result more "flavorful".

if you continually see the process as a struggle against yourself, your end result will seem like you finished the race but came in last place. its hard to really feel a sense of accomplishment when you go about it like that.

perhaps all you need is a change of perspective. instead of fighting the struggle, accept the struggle. (You are going to have to at some point anyway because the physical process of accomplishing stuff is difficult. It just is.)

maybe try setting a goal, even a small one if need be, and rewarding yourself for accomplishing it. When I accomplish something at work, i go home and celebrate by going out with my friends for drinks. just do something you like doing.