thanks funchy..
it makes perfect sense. the things you've said...
I guess I just want everything to be ok... but having nevr really gotten to the bottom of our issues, rather just brushing them under the carpet.. mainly because when I attempt to confront issues, I either end up coming across as angry, or attacking, or I am perceived that way.. even though thats not my intent.
the fact that we are both dealing with an addiction doesnt help..
I am now concentrating on fixing myself... and hope to God that he sees the improvements I am making and want to do the same for himself.. otherwise, sadly I may end up having to walk away from my one and only true love...
I truly believe in my heart if he put the effort in, he would be surprised at the changes in his life.. but how can I get him to understand this without forcing it down his throat?
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