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Lizabidiza · 11-30-2008, 02:29 AM

My brother passed 16 years ago this fall and this past year and a half has been stressful as we discovered some information that uncovered he didn't die in an accident as first reported. The police took over the case and interviewed the last people to have seen my brother and uncovered more lies and then told us that without physical evidence that it would be all they could do unless new info came to them.

It's become more and more obvious from things said, people's reactions to things, etc and the stories that have changed that we know who are involved, we just need someone to speak up and confess or tell what they know. It's so blatant that no one in my family goes around that side of the family anymore, not even to a recent funeral. It's just too painful to see that lying bunch pretending and covering up for one another.

At first, my brother gave me signs in photographs that helped me figure some things out. One of the first sign in a photograph was him wearing a shirt with two vultures/buzzards sitting in a tree that read "Patience My Ass, I'm going to kill something". This was after I had a dream about a buzzard then was scanning old photos into my computer. I was drawn to that shirt and the saying. I laughed because I knew he was letting me know that patience isn't something I enjoy, but also I felt there was more regarding the words "kill something". Other photo messages included a note on a t-shirt that was sort of wrinkled on him and instead of saying "Road Kill Cafe", it just said "Rod Kill" and that's the name of the person we suspect most. Anyhow, I haven't had much in the way of messages for months now and feel lost and like we failed. One time I started doubting the dreams and messages I was receiving and later that day pulled more photos out of the big box to scan and the one was reversed. I didn't even read it until it scanned in reverse and I read on his shirt (yosemite sam) "Trust me, would I lie to you?". Well, I realized I need to believe and keep trying to get at the truth.

What can I do to tap into that again? I feel like the crystals, tarot cards, etc are not working. Is it that I want it so much? I need some help! Thanks in advance for any advice,

Anne

11-30-2008, 02:29 AM	#1 (permalink)
Lizabidiza Junior Member Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: USA Posts: 6	Patience.....I can't stand it! My brother passed 16 years ago this fall and this past year and a half has been stressful as we discovered some information that uncovered he didn't die in an accident as first reported. The police took over the case and interviewed the last people to have seen my brother and uncovered more lies and then told us that without physical evidence that it would be all they could do unless new info came to them. It's become more and more obvious from things said, people's reactions to things, etc and the stories that have changed that we know who are involved, we just need someone to speak up and confess or tell what they know. It's so blatant that no one in my family goes around that side of the family anymore, not even to a recent funeral. It's just too painful to see that lying bunch pretending and covering up for one another. At first, my brother gave me signs in photographs that helped me figure some things out. One of the first sign in a photograph was him wearing a shirt with two vultures/buzzards sitting in a tree that read "Patience My Ass, I'm going to kill something". This was after I had a dream about a buzzard then was scanning old photos into my computer. I was drawn to that shirt and the saying. I laughed because I knew he was letting me know that patience isn't something I enjoy, but also I felt there was more regarding the words "kill something". Other photo messages included a note on a t-shirt that was sort of wrinkled on him and instead of saying "Road Kill Cafe", it just said "Rod Kill" and that's the name of the person we suspect most. Anyhow, I haven't had much in the way of messages for months now and feel lost and like we failed. One time I started doubting the dreams and messages I was receiving and later that day pulled more photos out of the big box to scan and the one was reversed. I didn't even read it until it scanned in reverse and I read on his shirt (yosemite sam) "Trust me, would I lie to you?". Well, I realized I need to believe and keep trying to get at the truth. What can I do to tap into that again? I feel like the crystals, tarot cards, etc are not working. Is it that I want it so much? I need some help! Thanks in advance for any advice, Anne