All i can say is that to you is sorry for what you feel right now i will not try and say i know what it feels like because i have no idea, but i will say this to you my freind i feel your anger and that does you or your kids any good.And yes you do have every right to be mad as hell!!!. But to make any head way you need to relax and start to think calmly like you did before, and i know that you can because you have someone close to you a freind in spirit who you have been talking to and they are listening and know you will be fine. Many people hate this when it is said but i will god is with you and so are the angels so just ask for there help! contact the people you owe money too and remmber you are alive! and your family love you so muchxx
