actually i am a hetero guy
and yeah i have experience orgasms but not the way it was meant to either yet.
y'know i feel perfectly fine now.
Now i'm at this state where i'm in total acceptance of the past, of the decisions i've made, aware of the situations and other factors involved - and i'd say 99% of the time these days I'm here. Dunno how I managed to regress so suddenly today morning, but I really need to do something about it.