Originally Posted by The Cloud
I've been consciously trying, which is when I get the sensations of panic that distract me. It gets kind of hard to concentrate when I'm experiencing weird physical reactions that I've never had before.
I get a sense that something is bending, and about to break.
hmmm, i think your having a problem trusting your own inner voice or conscious, and are reluctant to believe its telling you the right thing.
if this is the case the best thing to do really is just go with it, jst give it a week to see how it goes where you just go with or act on the new feelings, and not your old ways of doing things.
when nothing actually goes wrong over the space of a week, this may give you the kickstart to let go of all the rubbish that is holding you back, there really is nothing to fear except fear itself
what are the strange physical reactions you talk about ?
oh as for the feeling that something is about to break, ive had that for years, and it seems to get stronger every month, ive learned to live with it now, but what is coming i dont know, but something is, i can feel it, its for want of a better word like antisipation, but you dont fully understand what your in antisipation of lol
maybe the big kahuna is coming ??? i really dont know