Originally Posted by The Cloud
I've been consciously trying, which is when I get the sensations of panic that distract me. It gets kind of hard to concentrate when I'm experiencing weird physical reactions that I've never had before.
I get a sense that something is bending, and about to break.
Considering that you just finished telling me elsewhere that we can know nothing except through the glorious process of "scientific" investigation, I suggest you ask Mr. Wizard. He'll no doubt inform you of your impending nervous breakdown.
The tension is caused by your clinging to negativity while at the same time knowing there's more, but being too negative to accept it...'round and 'round...