[MonkeyFace]

If anyone would know what was going on, your sub-conscious mind might. in case you don't know how to do that...

Seraphic Forums: Acting Behind the Scenes - Communicating with your sub-sconscious: Pendulum - Telekinesis, TK, PSI, and all the other Kinetics
Seraphic Forums: Acting Behind the Scenes - Communicating with Your Sub-conscious Part 2 - Telekinesis, TK, PSI, and all the other Kinetics

...those might help. If you have any questions, I wrote those articles, so feel free to PM me.