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Originally Posted by David21  Pokerenthusiast, Rockchick - I felt a weight lift from me when I read your posts. For so long now I've just been waiting, convincing myself that 'it will just happen' and it never has. However, I am a spiritual person so I do believe that things happen for a reason. And I do believe that I am meant to be with someone, even if that does sound too sentimental and soppy! |
Well that made me smile!
I'm glad you got a good reaction out of reading my posts,from what i understand that doesn't happen too often LOL
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I am slowly changing my life so maybe changes such as those I have dreamed about all these years will in turn follow. For example, last night I went to a friends party - the first real party I have been to in years! All my previous friends were not the sort to host parties, anyway, it was amazing! Unfortunately I didn't find 'the one' and instead I had to put up with the fact that my friend got intimate and close to someone and I didn't but it felt good anyway. Perhaps this is the type of thing I need to be doing to meet the one I'm meant to be with? Trouble is, I always thought I'd meet my soulmate in a library or something.
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WOW...we are so alike! I have always dreamed i'd meet my soulmate in a place like that too,i dont usually think of it happening in a bar or at a party. But yet,i,like you,once in a while do something that and i usually end up feeling kinda crappy afterwards. Tonight i went to the bar with a friend who was meeting another friend there,and usually when i'm with those girls,i get ignored. So i wasnt looking forward to it and i almost had her drop me off at home,but i thought 'no i should go,you never know what will happen!' Well it was the most boring night EVER. I wont go into details but it just sucked and i had her bring me home before wasting my entire night there. Of course,i sat home by myself the rest of the night,but i gave it a shot and it didnt work out so i cut my losses.
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I agree with you rockchick, you shouldn't pursue love with everything you have but at the same time you do need to create the circumstances in your life that would allow your dreams entry, if you know what I mean?
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Yes,thats why i gave the bar a chance tonight. But it rarely pays off.