Try not to focus on what works for others. They have different paths to you.
But I use visualization all the time. It doesn't strengthen my ego. it humbles it.
Its hard to explain why, and by the sounds of it, you are not so much worried about the specific thing you mentioned, the thinking in the future, I may be totally off the mark here but I get the impression that you have a more deep rooted fear of the LoA and as such you are creating excuses as to why it wouldn't work.
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