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Old 12-29-2006, 08:39 PM   #6 (permalink)
kthdsn
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Thanks Tom, you're right, I AM strong. I keep loosing sight of that. I know that I can pick myself up and work something out, I just can't see how or what right now.

I feel like a yoyo, sometimes it is SO hard to make myself do anything at all, other times I'm raring to go, but don't know what exactly to do. What I feel most often at the moment is frustration, like nothing I've ever felt before.

I can't find my way to the beginning of my new path. All I can find are tangled, creeping weeds trying to stifle me. I want to cut them down, but I'm scared of what I'll find on the other side. I'm scared it's going to be so desperately difficult. I think I'm ready to try though.
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