I don't see anything wrong with how you feel. I feel the exact same way and I know others who do too. You are a misanthrope, someone with a distrust and/or dislike of the human race. Now you just have to figure out what the ideal life of a misanthrope would be like. For example, if you polarize as a darkworker, you realize that you are ultimately completely alone in the universe and you dedicate your life to serving yourself only. Any interactions you have with people are strictly based on how they benefit you. You stop caring about what others are thinking about you because you're only thinking about what you can get from them. You will find yourself enjoying being alone and interacting with people more often because you will want to get something out of it. For example, ever since polarizing, I have found myself spending more time with my family and calling them more often.
Misanthropes keep at most 4 friends and do a lot of reading. It's best to learn mindfulness techniques so that your time alone isn't ruined by daydreaming of people's verbal jabs.
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