I should mention that my overall view towards my socialization goes in cycles. Most of the time, I'm just frustrated. But rarely, I feel like everything is great, things are going to change because they can't because I'm so awesome. It sounds silly but that's how I feel sometimes. But eventually, I run into a stumbling block and realize that change really isn't coming so easily, and then I'm back at frustration.
I like the idea about trying to spread goodness in social situations. I'll try to think about what that really means and come up with some ways to try to do that next time I socialize. Maybe I'm too focused on trying to improve myself and perhaps I should focus on others. I've noticed that when I have been successful, I often burn out at the social situations. What is a way to keep that level of energy up?