I'm also in the same boat.
I suspect that when we find our purpose we'll think, that was so obvious. Why didn't I see it sooner?
The only thing I've really been into is anime and manga, so I wonder if somehow my purpose is related to that?
As to helping others I don't feel like I am helping anyone. It's difficult enough to help myself and not fall back into bad habits. Yet even though I find it difficult to help myself i do want to help others.
Oh well, at the moment I want to learn Japanese so I can understand anime and manga in their original language. Selfish reason, I know.
Actually, I think to achieve our purpose, first we've got to learn. Then we can teach. What, precisely we're meant to learn and teach I don't know. Is everyone's purpose to teach something?
Now i think about it my purpose has something to do with helping others who can't help me in return. Translation? Maybe, but I'm not particularly interested in languages in general.
In general i think we're all here to raise the level of conciousness in the world and we can all help each other here on this forum . . . or not if we choose not to.
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