I have quite a lot of secrets inside.
One of them is that I sometimes wish my father dies soon or gets killed and leaves behind life insurance because I need that money badly. And I wouldn't care if my father died at all.
I hope some of my family relatives die so also I can collect any life insurance and money they leave behind.
Sometimes my hatred for my parents is on borderline passionate.
I want revenge on those who brought me pain in my life. I want them to experience the emotional distress I had to go through because of them or I want them to die an agonizing death.
Sometimes I wish my mom had an abortion when I was in her womb.
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