wow, thankyou very much for your detailed, thoughtful answer.
I read your blogpost, and I never really considered this issue of balance between the present and future activities and thoughts.
Things have gotten a little better, I realised upon ananylsis that one of the reasons why the cylces continue is because I believe it does/will. Everytime I hit a new burst of engery I believe that it will eventually curb away and I'll be back to where I was before. So this is one thing that I'm trying to change.
I'm going to Tokyo for a week on Saturday, purely to explore and have a good time, so hopefully this well be refreshing and a good way to do something 'just in the moment' and enjoy things as much as possible right now, without even worrying about the future.
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