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Originally Posted by Fullcrum  Why cannot anyone admit they want sex |
I do, but I don't want it
at any cost.
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Does "social conditioning" stop you?
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Not me.
What's stopping me is not yet having met a woman where the sexual desire is mutual and equal.
I could easily pick someone up for a one night standish kind of fling, but I just don't have any desire to do so. In fact, I ended up severely disappointing a girl, who was desperate for such a fling, on the one occasion I ignored my inner resistance. I had told myself that some 'experience' would do me good, but when push came to shove everything in me refused to go on, because I deeply crave love, not lust.
No one taught me this boundary, it exists because of who I am.