Alright I'm just going to post random updates since this is my thread and I can
If anyone else who's working on this topic wants to do so too, I welcome you!
Today felt like it went by more quickly. At this point, I feel I can attribute that to two things. First, I ate relatively well and drank water. Had no soda today, nor candy or any other crap. Second, each time my grumbling and complaining feelings came up, I redirected myself. Tried today to have a better attitude. Just those simple things helped a lot. I'm very tired due to the fact that the bf and I have conflicting work schedules right now and only one car. However, I think that as my health improves the sleep I get will be better and all that combined will have a nice effect on my ability to keep a good attitude and take things as a learning experience instead of a dreaded experience.
Hope everyone is having a lovely day. I send love and joy to you all.