I think that you should continue with the juice feast.
You've already established a deadline (69 more days) and I feel that if you were to stray from that, you would become more inclined to do so with your future endeavours.
If you feel disconnected from your family during meals, why don't you drink with them? Just pour yourself a small glass if you're not that hungry. Before the juice feast, you were the only one in your household who ate 100% raw vegan while the others eat mostly cooked vegan and you were still able to connect with them at the dinner table. Have them try out some of the juices if they want to, so they can better connect with what you're doing.
I'm glad that you're honest in sharing the disconnection you feel with your family. However, I believe that simply calling it quits now would not be in your best interests. I feel that you should instead find ways that you can connect with your family (like I said above). Take a drive, go for a walk (I dunno how cold it is this time of year in Nevada), play board games. Sometimes the simplest things can bring us together the closest.
If you were to quit the juice feast before the 92 days were up, your Power would become weaker because you didn't discipline yourself to go the full distance. You think that eating solid foods again with your family would be like hitting the reset button. You are denying the Truth, which is that you can always connect with anyone and are always able to accept Love.
Of course, after the 69 days are over and you feel that you didn't get the results that you were after, nobody's gonna force you to do it again but yourself. Also keep in mind that you were pretty healthy to begin with due to eating 100% raw, so I wasn't that surprised when you weren't losing a lot of weight.
Hang in there, Steve! I know you can do it!
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