Hi Steve,
Judging by your recent entries and this latest one, I think that it is likely a good time to stop this feast (that doesn't mean you can't do another one later). Family relationships are very important and it simply isn't worth it to feel disconnected from your loved ones unless you are truly unhealthy and really needed to detox for illness reasons. Since you do not fit into that category, I would put family first if I were you. You definitely made a solid go of it and know enough to understand your next feast better, if you should decide to do another one.
