I am ashamed, that I have had no real girlfriend up to date. (I'm 22 years old)
I am ashamed, that I've not yet been able to open up enough to openly express my sexuality.
In this area of my life, I think, I am afraid of the judgement of society. It's so paradoxical that everyone has got these sexual desires, but that it's repressed. On the other hand it's also clear, cause it's a good way to oppress people.
I've handled this pressure in other areas of my life very well and I'm looking forward to handling this one too, now.
This is the beginning

My decision!
Thanks Steve, very important and amazing post!