[straysweeper]

I got some things that would be interesting to let out. However, they are exactly what I hold back because of what others would think about me if I did. There are things that I still struggle with today, that I wish I could cure and let go. Anonymously on the internet? Could I really do that? Hmm, *googles proxy's*

This blog has brought up a lot of things in my head. From a limiting belief I just caught in myself of "Do it right the first time, or don't do it at all" I have no idea where it came from but it was there. Also, I am again reminded of when I was a kid. I'd chase a girl around the school playground, even kiss her a couple of times to her dismay. I remember riding all the rides that they would allow us to go on at Frontier City. But something shifted from that little boy to where I am now.

When I was being interviewed for a promotion, a very conscious woman then, whom I still admire, sad something that almost made me cry. She said something that, the little boy in me is trying to come out, and that will keep me grounded when I succeed. I've been curious about this ever since.