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Originally Posted by cylon  What I wonder is, can you FEEL LOA happening in regards to your own thoughts, emotions you are having. Whereas before I could sense outside circumstances matching a previous thought, now I can sense the thoughts themselves attracting themselves to themselves, and it feels like something is happening THROUGH ME. |
Yes, I get that, or something like it. I get a powerful feeling that what I'm manifesting has actually "clicked" into place. When I think about my goal or desire, I get a sense of completion--it's done, it's manifested, my reservation with the universe is booked, and all I have to do is keep moving forward until the day comes when I'm fully ready to claim it.
For example, right now I want to move back to San Francisco. Initially, I planned on doing it in 2010, and in order to get ready I started visualizing and getting specific about what I wanted.
So I've been browsing real estate websites on and off for weeks, looking at photos and descriptions of houses, looking for the perfect one. I decided to look at houses in neighborhoods I really want to live in, and that have the right look and amenities, all as part of the process of getting specific. And I also decided to look at houses with listing prices far outside of my current comfort zone (which, okay, is
most houses in SF
). I wanted to get myself used to the idea of having enough money to buy a house in that "uncomfortable" price range, and to make the feeling of having that kind of money in my life seem normal and inevitable and not a big deal.
And a couple of nights ago, the "click" happened. I still haven't found the exact house yet, but I suddenly knew, beyond all doubt, that when I go to San Francisco to look for my new house, the perfect one will present itself and I'm going to get it. I can
feel that house, out there waiting for me. I feel like I own it already (and in a sense, I do). And at the same time, I now know that I don't have to wait around until 2010 for it; it's going to come sometime next year, probably in the summer.
Plus, all of a sudden looking at houses in my "uncomfortable" price range isn't so uncomfortable anymore. In fact, I find myself automatically thinking, "Oh, I could buy that one" when looking at a nice house online, when before I would have felt my heart
sink at the listing price.
And to top it all off, as soon as the house clicked into place, I started getting ideas for and answers about the big career change I'm making, including ways to significantly increase my income between now and when I move--and they are things that I can simply pick up and take with me to SF (or anywhere), with no disruptions.
It's a weird feeling. It's like half of me is already off in the future in my new house and new life in SF, and I'm experiencing all the feelings of that. Meanwhile, this half of me is left behind to pack and clean up and get all the mundane physical details in order. I've even started cleaning out my current house, getting rid of all kinds of old stuff that I don't love enough to take with me, and that I can replace with better, newer stuff once I'm moved. I've even told friends and neighbors that I'm moving--and really
felt it when I said the words.
The last time I had a "flow" experience like this was when I bought the house I'm currently in. Everything felt inevitable and right, and everything lined up perfectly so I could buy the exact house I wanted, even though I had previously thought it was too expensive. But this time is not only much more intense, it's the first time I've
consciously engaged in this process and been aware of what was happening. Last time was "lucky"; this time is intentional.