Great post this one, really enjoyed it.
It's really motivating to read about mental enhancement and after trying the 30-day trial of going vegetarian last march, this post has convinced me to do another 30-day trial concerning my diet.
I really like the things you are saying about the feeling of "certainty". Although my body is probably a total zoo when it comes to toxins, I do try to practice my 6th sense, when it comes to knowing and certainty. I know this exists from a mind blowing experience I had about 7 years ago and try to get close to that state as much as I can.
One of the ways I try to do this, however crazy it might sound, is by playing poker tournaments. Every hand I get, I try to see either the cards of the opponent, by imagining that I'm actually at the end of the hand and trying to feel what I will feel when the hand ends, or I try to feel the end of the pot before a move is made, especially if my hand is weak (and so I play some hands that no pro would play, just because I 'saw' the good ending for me). I'm still not sure if I'm in the business of creating the future, or glimpsing it, but it's amazing how many times my feelings are correct.
Now I'm sure I notice the rights a lot more than the wrongs, but still, I'm totally sure this is reality.
I can also say that the days I feel great (meaning emotionally very confident and relaxed) are the days my accuracy goes up.
Yesterday I played only one tournament (usually I do more at the same time) and I'm not sure why, but I just knew up front this was going to be a good one. This whole experience might be some self-fulfilling process, but my feeling was right. I was calm, collective and the whole table seemed 'transparent'. I couldn't understand some players making moves against "obvious" tight or loose players (sorry for the poker slang).
I ended up becoming 2nd (throwing away the tournament recklessly after an hour long heads-up battle, since the guy playing me had far better stamina), but the experience of the "knowing" was what I was after, and it felt so great.
This is why I love the posts where you tell us about your experience. You show me that there is so much more to experience. So much more mind-blowing stuff for me to explore. So thank you! You make me want to be a better conscious creator! (I'm pretty sure that's why I've created you
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As always, looking forward to more.