Thanks, all. I think at this point I am going to just do the best job I can and work on picking up on cues.
The thing that has hit me just this morning is that part of the issue is probably due to resistance inside me about having this job at all. I'm happy to be able to pay my bills, but I'm just right back in the same situation I was before as an employee. I think I need to start working more on finding and exploring my purpose so I can leave this situation behind.
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