Ok.
She told me that I hired the first negative guide when I was 16/17 (that's three years ago). At this time I did not want to make a decision because I was afraid of the consequences and this guide "helped me" not to make a decision when I actually needed the courage to decide.
This year I hired the second guide. The psychic told me that this was because I was afraid of getting into a situation where I can't get out anymore. Like settling down for something I don't really want to do.
She said that these two guides are the reason why I don't see a path but just a whole lot of options and possibilities that seem not to lead anywhere.
It made sense to me: When I was 17 I began to realise that I didn't want to go to school any longer but I didn't make the decision to quit. And as a consequence of that I was two years in the "I don't want to do it, but I don't quit either"-mode.
And this year there was a long period where I also didn't chose a direction for my life because I was afraid of ending broke at the one hand or with something I don't want to do at the other hand.
And really at the moment there are things I want to do but there are a million other options that pop up and distract me and a million questions because I don't see a direction although I know myself well.