Man I would want to move out so bad if I were you. I think you need to stop focusin on your sister/sisters and start focusing on yourself.
You need to get control of your life; find out what you want to do out of your life and start moving every aspect of your life towards it.
I know you said you're not the one being mean to your sister.. but I think you may be... you clearly have built up dislike for her so I doubt she'd be coming up to act like your best friend if you're constantly hating her.
Not saying you should start acting fake around her, but if you're "happy" and "content" with yourself, you won't care about your sister or how everyone says she's so great. Because you'll be grounded and now you're just as good! But you don't need to say it, you just know it!
Get a notepad out and figure out what you want to do with your life and start doing little bit each day toward that goal. One of them will be to get a job and move out!
GL
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