Well I only know of a handfull of people who love there job. I don't love my job. It's what pays my bills. If I won the lotto I would not work another day doing what I do. At this point in my life I do what ever job is available. I guess the olny difference in you and me is I continue with the hope. There is a payday at the end of the path. If money was not a issue, then I would be fishing camping sking traveling and and lots more. I think the key to this is be happy where you are (being gratefull for what you have) and ask for more and see it as already comming and you will be content. Have you tried the "purpose exercize" to help you figure out what you may like to do?