hey man
i think you might suffer from procrastination; you delay things you feel like you should get started with.
Procrastination - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
do you have it?
in which case i would like you to watch this youtube video. it takes 30 minutes of your time, but i, suffering from procrastination for all of my short life, found this very very helpful. this last week i've managed to stop procrastinating due to the realization this guy gave me:
YouTube - Procrastination...
things actually get done!