it sounds to me that you have these options:
1. move in with your mom, but suffer her presence. You could probably get through this, but you'd have a terrible time there.
2. live somewhere unsafe but you can afford.
3. is there some other solution?
You already ruled out option 2. You can't do it. I would never do option 1 myself, that's just setting myself up for misery.
Is there a third solution? Could you move somewhere cheaper? Even if it's being by yourself for 8 months? Is being by yourself better than being with your mom? Is it really true there really is no other affordable housing there?
I encourage you to look for a more creative third solution. It is out there. Clear your head, ask the universe for direction, and sit back, be present, and observe. Some new option may be revealed for you that you have not thought of before.
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