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Originally Posted by andrew  I'm curious on why you don't enjoy it? Sexual undertones in everyday conversations are fun! They're what makes interactions with the opposite sex interesting. |
Ding!
Radical mentioned the PUA effect on his consciousness, and I can say I've also been exposed to this material and it has dramatically altered my view of male/female interaction. But as DatingSpecialist mentioned, who cares if they are horny as hell? You are basically tuning into another dimension of reality, and as you build your filter more of it comes through. ITS OK.
I was repressing certain aspects of my sexual side for a long time, determined to be the 'not-an-a-s-s-h-o-l-e' (sorry mods if thats an offense) friend. It was borne out of good intentions, but in reality was a mask for sexual insecurities. Changing my filter, making it ok to recognize and play with the sexual undertones has been extremely challenging, anxiety provoking, depth of my soul pain juicing .. yet .. heart racing, skin tingling, masculine sexual charge root chakra opening experience :]
Go with it man. There are thousands upon thousands of subtle realms in this world. Its your freedom to choose which set of filters you are operating at any one time.
Examine the link between this sexual energy and a feeling of emptiness. Were you raised Catholic, did you experience sexual abuse growing up, -what has taught you that being a sexual being is devoid of Life- ? (don't answer here, just food for though).