Becoming present has changed my life except in the area i need it the most. I cannot stay present during my interactions. This is b/c of the feelings and pain and memories that you have repressed. What you are experiencing now that is driving you crazy has to do with what is held in your unconscious. I promise you it can all be released and healed. The first step is to believe that and then open yourself to finding the best steps towards healing for YOU. We are all different. What works for someone else may or may not be the healing technique for you but stay open to finding the right method and it will come to you. Of that I am certain.
PS - I sent you an in-depth PM. Check it out and see if there is anything of value for you in it. If not just chuck it. If you are interested in any part of it I will be glad to have a PM dialogue with you about anything I have written.
Take care - WK
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