Thanks for your input Andy.
I agree with everything you said. I think that I'll need to try to rely on intuition on this one
I have also been looking at the literal and figurative meanings of both the dreams and the visions. I didn't mention in the post earlier about my awake visions since I was curious as to why they were happening during dreaming.
As to the awake intuitive visions, deja vu, or whatever one wants to call it, they have been something I've wanted to talk about too....Since finding my way back to a spiritual practice the last 4 months, they've come more frequently. I use to be quite sensitive when little and in my 20s, but had a depression that took over my life for a good years. This is the time I came across Steve Y Erin, The Hicks and other places to help me raise my vibration up.
My visions are always about normal everyday sort of things like walking around, site seeing, being in a group of friends, etc... Alot more of these little "bits of memories I haven't had yet" as I like to call them, have been about the a person I haven't met yet. They do have that different "flavorl', IF I remember correctly. But-its been so long since I've been sensitive, I worry that I'm not sensing properly or that I'm projecting what I may want as opposed to it being something that will happen. I've had visions that came true exactly as the vision showed, down to the detail of clothing on people, and other visions that were in code, but the end result came true.
I completely agree with you about seeing the reasons why I am experiencing this now, and what that means. I understand that so much. As you know-as you become more aware of your vibrational self, the more things become apparent around you-good and bad= and you can choose to align your energies higher. There is alot of personal things about my path in this existance that I have been looking at, what makes me happy, what I want (ask and it is given) etc..... Part of that introspection is manifesting that kind of relationship of complete happiness/bliss with someone who feels the same way for me.
I think that since that intention is a very personal desire, maybe theres some fear in that I may be projecting a desire about the vision, or perhaps even projecting the visions themselves, rather than feeling intuitively. Thats why I am glad these forum are here, for me to talk to others who are unbiased. You don't know me, and aren't friends who may feel the need to placate me or be afraid to tell me that I need to stop being delusional.
I hope that didn't sound all jumbled, theres so much going on in my head about it.