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Originally Posted by real_username  @TheColonel - I can't, I don't want. I want her. Only her in my life. I really know she's the one. I feel it. I know it. And if this ends, it's better for my life to end.... at the age of 25 this would be sad.... I can't be cool about that. |
I know this is going to fall on deaf ears but here goes.
Been there, Done that. I died inside. I thought I'd never find someone else and be happy again. But I did, and I am happier
For some perspective, There are some 3.4 billion women on this planet and you want to end your life for 1? who is cheating on you? lying to you?
Leave her. She doesn't deserve you. Trust me, you'll find someone else in time. Like Caveman Joe said, Self Respect is something you can easily run out of.
Yeah, I know you don't want to leave her, but look at the alternative. How can you ever trust her? If you stay with her, from now on your life will be constantly filled with worries about her whereabouts and behavior when you're not around. Trust me, you can easily worry yourself to death like that. And that's a miserable way to live if you ask me.
Don't Confuse Love with Desperation. You may love her but what you are feeling right now is desperation. you'll get over it in time, but it's time to go get your dignity back by dumping her.