real_username,
I know you're in pain right now. I agree with what the others have said though: move on, learn from your mistakes (dating within the workplace is quite tricky), and trust us that you'll find someone better.
You need to snap out of this feeling sorry for yourself and 'this girl is so amazing I can't afford to lose her' mentality. Two reasons:
1. It's keeping you miserable
2. It is extremely unattractive to available women
You sound desperate and clingy. You need to adopt a more care-free attitude toward relationships; if it was meant to be, it would be. Feel fortunate that you know what this girl is about right now -- as opposed to down the road when you are even more attached to her.
You think it's bad that she cheated on you w/ your boss? What if, three months from now, you found out she had slept with your best friend? Better to know her lack of character now and learn from this.
Angeles
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