Great reply Lil Chris.
FM,
Your external world is a reflection of what is going on inside, now. You're thinking non-stop about your girl troubles, but are denying those thoughts (because they're wrong to have because you are shifting to new thoughts, and these are no longer the 'right' ones).
To show yourself you're holding on to these thoughts, they are reflected by your environment.
Two other pieces of denial that you need to work on are seeing your family as
not you and seeing
conflict between different sets of beliefs.
Your family is a reflection of you, the more you see them that way the more you will see what they do and say as support for yourself and your journey. It's all support.
One set of beliefs does not cancel out another. Each is a separate manifestation. All creations manifest, regardless if they seem opposite or conflicting. The mind creates the polarity between your beliefs and your family's. That polarity does not realy exist. Your old beliefs and new beliefs can exist together (and they are, right now). Your family situation is showing where you're putting your focus - the old beliefs and how wrong you think you are.
Read my one and only post so far in my blog. The part that starts "Thought does not create" will interest you and the sections below it also.
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Does that interfere with my reality? The dominant thoughts of four people are on me being alone / being with some psycho woman, vs. my dominant thoughts of being with a good girl.
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You family does not interfere with your reality one bit; they show you what you're doing in the moment.
Be gentle with yourself.