Thanks DeRocky...I guess I am just pretty darn scared so I wanted others to help me out lol. I know that is the cowards way out but what can I say? Being with someone for almost 6 years, and then realizing you don't want to be with them anymore because you are leading different paths....well it pretty much sucks the big one. I really appreciate both of your responses. And I take all of your suggestions to heart. I made my decision last night as I was talking with my sister. She told me she really didn't like seeing me that weak...that I need to find myself again and live MY life...not someone elses. Okay thanks again...