I don't have any friends either. I fully understand why my last friends all abandoned me but I have made significant changes since then and continue to. I chose to let go of the concept of having no friends. I have a goal of living life end forward or believing and then I will see.
For instance: I went to my 7 year old's football game today. Yesterday at his baseball game I felt lonely and isolated from the other boys' parents. Today I went with the attitude that something wonderful is on the verge of happening and lots of these people will enjoy talking to me in the future. It was an interesting perspective to view life from. It was sort of like pretending that I was taking a day off from being famous and the anonymoty[sic] was a pleasant reprieve.
I am convinced that I have carried around a negative energy filled with fear and resentment and that only when that energy is positive will like minded, kind and caring people be drawn to me.
I fear being judged and so carry with me an attitude of judgement. I suspect that sucks the wind out of the friendship vortex. Approaching the world as a whole with positive attitudes and believing that the kind of friends I truly value are on their way means that I will look past those who are not drawn to me and keep looking for those who will be.
Anyway, try believing that good friends, the perfect friends are around the corner and keep your eyes open for them. They are looking for you and me too. We're all about to bump into one another because we believed we would. Good luck bumping!
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