[oBakasan]

Seriously, that's all I can say on the matter.

Three years after moving to a different country and breaking off with my Best Friends because long distance communication just wasn't rewarding, and I STILL haven't made a SINGLE friend. Nada. Not just a "good friend", but ANY friend. Not even some random acquaintance who would randomly call me for whatever reason. The only people who call me these days are my manager and people that I owe money to.

I even went to this damned Anime meeting a local University was arranging today but everyone just watched anime and didn't actually talk, so I ended up making no friends there. And I feel like CRAP! It's not even that I *want* to have friends, but that's the way the human bodies are hardwired. You either communicate with others, or you start feeling lonely and it affects your work. And I am feeling lonely right now! I have no friends, no one to talk to, no one to share with how I feel and just UGH.

I'm in a train home after the anime meeting and seeing all those people being happy together just made me more miserable (or to be precise it just showed me how miserable I am right now).

I do hate this kind of thing but it seems that I am just not able to go out and make friends like all the other people.