Update:
It's 9 month old post of mine. I had broken all ties and wonderfully recovered and taken my life to new heights.

I almost feel like laughing that I had posted all that stuff. I was so immature.

I am dating a beautiful, smart and wonderful girl now.
My business profit broke all my past records and my grades have improved dramatically.
Thanks to all for the good advice I got here.
Life is really fun. What I learned from that experience was that it made me a very strong person in my life. And I also understand the true meaning of love.
Thanks a lot everyone!
All repped!