Thanks guys, its just a quick rough draft. Ive never written anything like this before. If anything its just a rambling off of the question "why am i even trying to do what is right " that came up when I started with self development. I tend to question almost everything in life. So I am just trying to start at what seems to be one of the roots of things.
Thank You guys for the criticism and additional p.o.v.'s
Ill keep working on it