172, the way you said that, it sounds like you just *wondered* the way I wonder if I would enjoy ordering pizza tonight. Is there no emotional charge in your wondering? Is it simply intellectual curiosity? Or is there some pain or distrust or betrayal you may have reactivated by thinking (or worrying) about sexual infidelity?
You don't need to answer me necessarily, if you don't feel like it -- I'm just asking questions for you to think about.
It sounds to me like you have a lot of power to work this through in a way that will work very well for you. And I'm sorry for the pain you may be feeling -- it hurts when someone breaks such an important promise, I know.
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